Kink Talk: Multiple/Forced Orgasm
February 26, 2020
I wasn't really sure if I could say this was distinctive enough to clarify but I think I will, anyway. Easily one of my biggest kinks is multiple orgasms/forced orgasms. (and over-stimulation by said orgasms/sexual contact) I pair them up together because they're just similar enough to talk about at the same time but not different enough to each have their own entry.
I guess to start, I like orgasm? I mean one could say 'who doesn't?' But some people don't and some people don't care. I do, though, I care about it a lot and like it a lot and it's not difficult for me to achieve. I've also been capable of orgasm since I was in the single digits, so I've just always sought it out I guess. On top of this I'm what I've seen referred to as 'Sensory seeking autistic' maybe.. I tend to be inclined to seek out sensory stuff as opposed to avoid it (with some exception) it's difficult for me to be overstimulated but it's very easy for me to be under-stimulated. So for that reason, I'm much more inclined to over-stimulation and have a generally higher threshold for over-stimulation in general.
First and foremost, this ties directly into my submissive preference, which I've written about, to reiterate, orgasm renders a lot of my senses just gone and overwhelmed by orgasm itself. To allow someone else to bring me to orgasm is submission, there's no way I can experience it that isn't submissive in some capacity.
Multiple orgasm, specifically, is because I like and enjoy that overwhelming pleasure. It's nice to be able to just.. Not think for a while, to be in a place safe and considerate enough to not think about what I have to do or how much time has passed and just disappear into sensation. It's scary at first, because I have a baseline inclination to control myself and my senses (a big reason why I suffer insomnia) and be active and 'available' at all times. Orgasm, especially multiple orgasms, makes it completely impossible for me to be of 'use' at any time, and it's nice to be in a spot where it's okay for me to you know, just be 'unavailable'.
As a sidenote, when I say forced orgasm I don't always specifically mean unconsented. (but my talk about unconsented stuff has also been covered) It can also mean just the aggressive action or the struggle against it despite consenting to it. When a person has consented but is still afraid of relinquishing physical control of their own self to the other. The mental struggle of one's loss of control and the eventual take over despite their best efforts to stave it off is something important and allegorical to me. If unconsented, well, see the non-con post.
There's also this nice effect of, someone is willing to do that? For me? Someone is actually willing to spend their time, effort, and planning to give me pleasure. Even if they may get something out of it themselves, it still feels so selfish and I still sometimes feel like I don't deserve this because I'm not doing or giving anything, but they still want to do it anyway??? Heck the very fact that someone else might actually like or enjoy doing that for me, specifically, That's just.. So much..
It's nice, especially in times where I feel like I've never done enough that I haven't worked hard enough that I haven't given enough, that I deserve not just a small amount of pleasure, but a lot of pleasure. An overwhelming amount of pleasure. That I'm allowed to turn off and just be lost in a sea of overwhelming experience for however long the instigator wants and in that time I don't have to be responsible for anyone or anything.
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